Being here for so long I've really learnt a lot about my friends. Who my real, no matter what, friend are and who the passers by are. Real friends aren't the ones you see every day, they're the one you can go months without seeing but it will feel like it was only yesterday. I've been very surprised with who I've been keeping in contact with and who simply just hasn't bothered. The ones I thought I'd miss the most, who I thought I'd message every other day or so, I've barely spoken to and the ones I have spoken to frequently aren't the ones I see frequently. It's been weird to wrap my head around. I definitely have been let down by those who promised more and it's a shame, but it's life. At least when I'm back I can prioritize who I see and hang out with rather than waste my time with people who aren't that bothered. I don't want to be surrounded by people who only half mean what they say, if that. From now on, I'm only being around those that bring out the best in me.
Kind of nervous about going home but deep breaths and don't let the fuckers get you down.
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