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| Sarah Kay - B. |
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Participating.
My absence is inexcusable. I find it difficult to find the time to keep a blog now that I'm home but really am trying . I want to blog, bare with me.
I've been feeling so weird lately, entirely out of sorts I guess would be an accurate way to describe it. Everything has been turned upside down and I don't really know what to make of it at all basically.
At the moment, I'm on the brink of starting a course to become a chef, which, quite frankly, is insane. I mean, me, a chef? If you told me this is what I'd be doing two years ago I would've laughed in your face! I've never made a meal more complicated than soup and here I am making multiple courses for multiple people, absolute insanity. And what's weird, I am enjoying it. I love my job, the people I work with are great. Things in this aspect of my life are really looking up; other aspects, however, not so much.
My love life is somewhat nonexistent but that's more to my own doing than lack of interest (not to sound big headed there, but really). Things were going really well with this guy but what always happens happened: I bailed. Like the pussy I am, I bailed. I have only myself to blame.
My sister is moving in - boyfriend, baby and all, for an indefinite amount of time. I can't say I'm entirely looking forward to it. They move in tomorrow.
Most of my friends have left for Uni now, or for a similar fate. I could probably count my friends on my fingers now, I have also noticed that they are all male. I'm not exactly sure how I feel about that but it's too ate to do anything about it now. My Mother is rapidly becoming my best friend. I love her m,ore than anything else but is it lame for an 18 year old girl to have her Mother as her bestest? Admittedly, lame or not, it's happened now.
It's all a bit up in the air with my siblings and I rarely talk to, let alone see, my Father. In all honesty, life, living in general, was so much easier in the States. I find myself wanting to go back more with each day that passes.
Christmas is on the mind and I'm dreading it already. I am working 10-4 though... would be 100% Scroogeville to say luckily? I do hope that, because I'm working Christmas, I won't have to work New Years. I want to go somewhere with fireworks. Fingers crossed it works out, I have somewhat a bad feeling something will go wrong but we;ll see ll too soon I guess.
I've been feeling so weird lately, entirely out of sorts I guess would be an accurate way to describe it. Everything has been turned upside down and I don't really know what to make of it at all basically.
At the moment, I'm on the brink of starting a course to become a chef, which, quite frankly, is insane. I mean, me, a chef? If you told me this is what I'd be doing two years ago I would've laughed in your face! I've never made a meal more complicated than soup and here I am making multiple courses for multiple people, absolute insanity. And what's weird, I am enjoying it. I love my job, the people I work with are great. Things in this aspect of my life are really looking up; other aspects, however, not so much.
My love life is somewhat nonexistent but that's more to my own doing than lack of interest (not to sound big headed there, but really). Things were going really well with this guy but what always happens happened: I bailed. Like the pussy I am, I bailed. I have only myself to blame.
My sister is moving in - boyfriend, baby and all, for an indefinite amount of time. I can't say I'm entirely looking forward to it. They move in tomorrow.
Most of my friends have left for Uni now, or for a similar fate. I could probably count my friends on my fingers now, I have also noticed that they are all male. I'm not exactly sure how I feel about that but it's too ate to do anything about it now. My Mother is rapidly becoming my best friend. I love her m,ore than anything else but is it lame for an 18 year old girl to have her Mother as her bestest? Admittedly, lame or not, it's happened now.
It's all a bit up in the air with my siblings and I rarely talk to, let alone see, my Father. In all honesty, life, living in general, was so much easier in the States. I find myself wanting to go back more with each day that passes.
Christmas is on the mind and I'm dreading it already. I am working 10-4 though... would be 100% Scroogeville to say luckily? I do hope that, because I'm working Christmas, I won't have to work New Years. I want to go somewhere with fireworks. Fingers crossed it works out, I have somewhat a bad feeling something will go wrong but we;ll see ll too soon I guess.
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